staying at home :):(

i got to stay home today coz i wasnt feeling well, but mum thinks i fake it just coz i dont want to go to skool. only 15 days until i go away to exmouth on camp, im sooo excited!! ooo my tummy dont feel to good yuck! mum and i had a bit of a fight this smorning coz mum, my grandmother and barbara all say im not working hard at skool when i think i am working very hard. i no its silly but i got a bit upset coz all the hard work im doing is getting thrown away, coz i do it to impress them so they will get off my bak. hmm mayb i should just not do any work, leave penrhos (i will hav to if my marks dont improve WHICH THRY R!!) go bak to kelmy which wouldnt b too great coz every1 there hates me, well most of them do anyways. But i dont reali hav any close friends at penrhos which makes it sooo hard. I spose ill just hav to deal with it. mum wants me to weed the garden, when she also wants me to do like a few HOURS of hw as well as clean my room out and probly heaps of oher stuff. Wos worse as she wants me to help in the garden for an HOUR! it will stuff my bak up, but she keeps saying if u can horse ride u can do this. but when i horse ride i aint bending ova am I??? ergh soooo fustrating! well i better go sumthing b4 she kicks my arse for that too, nuthing i do is right!